lies lies lies lies. all lies. sigh.

i do-don't think i can believe in it. and now i'm really scared. like there's this huge burden on me to be absolutely brilliant for the seminar but i haven't time to really work on it.

doomed doomed doomed doomed.

repulsive summer with cool rain must languish

(spring blooms on a cocooned day
the crush an almost whisper
of my butterfly ache)

beneath our eternity.

sigh. sometimes i should do more research on colleges et al. and think more thoroughly about what i want to do with my life... sigh. maybe after my bachelor's if i've practiced long and hard enough... maybe...
http://www.scad.edu

iwanttomakelikeanostrichandjuststickmyheadinthegroundandpretendhtatifican'tseethemtheycan'tseemeandpretendi'minvisibleandthati'mnotherenotherenotherenothere.

heard this song on american idol... it's really quite beautiful. very... harry/draco (or the other way around ( Read more... )

Kingdom In The Sky, by DaVinci's NotebookAll my life I have been searching for that fabled promised land ( Read more... )

oh well. UCL rejected me. in a way at least i'm not forced make a choice between it and some other uni... but man, does it sting. this is not helping my self-esteem.

and just to see how many more books i have to catch up with...

italics are those i've read, bold those i'm planning to in this year:

BBC's Top 200 Books (by public poll)
1. The Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien
2. Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen
3. His Dark Materials, Philip Pullman (semi done!)
4. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas ( Read more... )

been making up a list of the books i plan to plough through (excluding those included in above list ( Read more... )

on hindsight, don't be worried, my intrepid reader.

i know he, er, plays for the other team.

as jiehan says, "i stand a higher chance of scoring with him than you!" (or something like that)