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Ok I think I finally fixed the layout to my journal...yay. So do you guys like it?!??!?!? hahaha...I know nobody's gonna comment on this anyways I don't even know why I bother to ask. But anyways...that's a picture of Adam playing his guitar:) I love it, I think it looks like it belongs on a cd cover...(I added effects on it and made it pretty ( Read more... )

And it has nothing to do with Craig or Adam ( Read more... )

FattyBacon: you know im really sorry im not a phone person, but everytime i come online im really excited to talk to you and when you're not on or away im disappointed, so yeah talking to you online pretty much is the hightlight of my day. sometimes it isnt cuz we argue and i dont like that, but i do know that we usually get over them and i feel a ( Read more... )

umm....so yeah...remember all those entries about me complaining how Adam would never like me? Well...the impossible has finally happened...he told me he really misses me and doesnt wanna lose me and is jealous of Craig and wants to be with me, IN a relationship, asap. Boy, I feel like I'm in the twilight zone ( Read more... )

Ok so just incase any of you thought I had fallen off the face of the earth, fear not, I'm still alive and well. (Who am I kidding..nobody reads this crap anyways and nobody cares either, but whatever ( Read more... )

Goodbye, Adam :(

I'm not good at making people feel better. That's probably a sign I'm not a good friend huh. Well I guess I knew that already ( Read more... )

Why do pretty skinny people always get everything, its so goddamn unfair. I'm sick and tired of being second best, of being just a friend. When is it ever gonna change? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU GUYS?!!?!? LOOKS AREN'T EVERYTHING FOR CHRIST'S FUCKING SAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD!

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well...i got the privelege of going clubbing with danielle and ana tongiht...and let me tell you...i am never going clubbing ever fucking again. it only makes me that much more depressed. nobody even LOOKED at me, nevermind danced with me or talked to me. oh except for the fucking 40 yr old black guys, excuse me. Meanwhile ana and danielle find ( Read more... )