so... since i don't like online, but i have been starting to dip my toes in lately, i will give you my email address, and this very may well be my last update, but i'm not making promises. you are open to emailing me, because of course sometimes i get lonely.

yesterdayspants@hotmail.com

that's my email. be nice to it.
love, sara.

hi.....
bye....
i don't know.
online sucks. and what sucks even more is the fact that i don't have any new music because i hate being on the internet. blah blah blah. there. i updated. anyone notice?
byebye.

so, xmas was good. i havn't updated in like a year(a while at least). 3 of my relatives called me sexy with my hair, two of which were my grandparents. i'm going today to exchange my mini ipod i got, for a new one. i won 35 bucks playing poker with 7 people yesterday, so i took dustin, brad, whitney and myself out to eat. dustin left the tip. my ( Read more... )

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i'm not going online nearly as much. i don't think anyone reads this thing. so i guess it's off and on now, i don't know. no one seems to be reading it, even though it is for my purpose. i can't use it lately, or anything else online. it's just so eh. i am dead inside a living body, except for the emotions. comprende?

i had a weird dream last ( Read more... )

it's been the same. i went to the relatives and finally clung to someone, or at least tried to make a friend. his name is jacob and he is cool.i always thought he'd be the one not to smoke. he's 19 and he moved to texas because no one over here can take him. we went for a walk and it was funny. i'll probably see him one or zero more time(s). that ( Read more... )

finally i have found something to play my abused finch cd. thank god. no one has anyone idea.

i guess no one remembers my big finch days, but few do.

i have so much stuff to tell you, too bad we don't talk much.

enter finch back into my life and back into the battle of finch vs. the used.

and with the glory comes the sadness. of steven. this cd is ( Read more... )

it hurts too much.

"i hate you for this and so much more."

i have a new pretty icon. i went out to dinner with robert and his mother last night. i don't know why. she kinda begged me when i saw him on monday on the phone. whatever. it was alright. it was at the gypsy den, and it was poetry night. and i got to see his friend kc, who i missed ( Read more... )

i'm not sad-honestly.

so, through middle school i was dumb and boys liked me, so i "went out" with them. and me and my friends would always ask "what would your perfect guy be like?" i'd totally explain steven in everyway.

• a guy who's funny
• a guy who cares
• someone to go to shows with
• someone i honestly like

and so on....

i got steven in the ( Read more... )