I really have been enjoying the beautiful weather. I love driving down the road with the moon roof open, the smell of spring it starting to appear. It really gets me in a good mood ( Read more... )

I am starting to feel old... This is the last blog I will ever write as a 16 year old. Tomorrow I turn 17, where I can drive past midnight legally and go see rated R movies. I am not really super excited... I am kind of nervous. Not really sure why. I just really want to put this year of my life behind me and move on. Hopefully life will get better ( Read more... )

I am really messed up this time and I don't know what to do. I ache all the time. It feels like my heart is breaking into a million pieces. I cry myself to sleep every night. I can't talk to anyone it feels like. I miss New York so much on top of all that. I really want to go back to visit and am even thinking about wanting to move back. It just ( Read more... )

Its been awhile... I am going ( Read more... )

I would rather be dead you know...

GREAT LONG QUIZBASIC STUFFfull name:Ashlee Marie age:16... almost 17 birthdate:1/23/89 natural hair color:Blonde eye color:Blues, greens... number of siblings:2 glasses/contacts:glasses...but I have 20/20 visions stupid doctors braces:once before FAVORITEScolor:green band:umm... The Ataris song:Existentionalism on Prom Night??? movie:The Goonies ( Read more... )

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So... I have been uber busy lately. I hardly have anytime for myself anymore. Friday I went to Lauren's bonfire and then went to Jillian'sto spend the night. On saturday I found out some sad news about my car ( Read more... )

So this week has sucked... I found my phone, thanks to the amazing Magaret. Then my head has been all out of wack. Not been getting my homework done at home, having fights with my parents every single day. I lost my phone again today because I am so frazzled and then on top of all that I am starting to get in my sad mood again. I know I should say ( Read more... )

I have decided not to delete my journal. I am going to start updating it more, as well. Anyway not a whole lot has been going on lately. I am really bored right now. I started writing a story last night. So far I think it is going good. I love to write. I feels good to get something down on paper...when you have a good idea. This weekend was pretty ( Read more... )