I almost said goodbye to all of this last night, every last thing.

People like you deserve nothing but the worst. Its okay because it will come back to you & when it does i'll be the one laughing in your face.

I never thought it was possible for me to get over this but its happening and im weirdly okay with it [i think] . I know its weird but I already miss the way things are because I know this wont last much longer and that is hard to handle.

I know what I know but sometimes I dont even fully understand the way I think until I have the chance to say things out loud, I needed that.
[thanks.]

Sometimes you just have to look past everything happening in your life and just live.

I realize that there are so m any people who want to change things whether it be in the world or just in themselves, but what you have to ask yourself is: are you going to be one of the people who spend their lives wishing for change or are you going to be the person who changes it all.

I just wish I could make everyone happy because I think that would be great. So many people with so many problems and I wish I could take all the problems away. I believe I can change this.

Sometimes I look in the mirror and ask myself what the fuck im doing. The truth is I have no idea, this is what I wanted this is not at all what I expected . You just give yourself away until there is so much of you missing you cant remember what it felt like to be whole. I used to be strong, I am too weak to be the cure.

Oh I really should have known by the time you drove me home by the veiness in your eyes your casual goodbyes by the chill in your embrace the expression on your face. My world is falling apart. Help.

I was holding all of the pieces to the puzzle and I dropped every single one of them.