My brain shut down on me last night, I just stopped and sat there, like I was just waiting for something, what the something is, I don't know
( Read more... )
I know, I've been thinking about it, and while I'm strung out, looking for something else to blame my problems on seemed like a fantastic idea.
I'm pretty sure that when I see things, it's due to the fact that I have terrible eyesight and an extremely vivid imagination. I tend to freak myself out a lot, and it's really not very fun, but I'm sure I'll be able to handle it once I get my shit back together. <3
I think it started around 4:00 in the club, when I was wanting to leave, but it didn't start to get bad until we left City Bites (or whatever they call it now) and got around to sitting in your car.
Didn't you notice how I barely said a word until you dropped me off at home? Heh..., guess you're not too observant when you're that high. :P
I told you Nikki...i still have that number if you want it. It's done our good friend a lot of good. you know i'm always here. i may seem "busy" but if you're serious and you really want to talk, you know i'll drop what i'm doing to talk to you. havent i always? i love you sister...
Do the drugs dont let the drugs do u. It is really easy to let brain chemical stimulating substances go wrong. Sometimes things get overwhelming when u recieve knowledge or visions from hallucinogens that u can not possibly comprehend. Individuals with a family history of schizophrenia or early onset mental illness should be extremely careful because hallucinogens are known to trigger latent psychological and mental problems. On another note im not gonna say DONT DO DRUGS ever again because im not a hypocrite but most people who use these club drugs dont even take into consideration there mental mindset before they take these powerful chemicals Its always good to take a break once and a while anyways and get your mind straight one more thing dont take this as me preaching or anything just passing on some info u could maybe use :) i hope u feel better :)ttyl
I had to take a break, too, for a couple years...i was getting a little too far out there, i didn't know what was reality and which was the trip...scary stuff, i don't really feel like going there again... anyways, i do understand how it can feel & if you need to talk, i'm here to listen. or read. feel better
Comments 9
Reply
(The comment has been removed)
I'm pretty sure that when I see things, it's due to the fact that I have terrible eyesight and an extremely vivid imagination. I tend to freak myself out a lot, and it's really not very fun, but I'm sure I'll be able to handle it once I get my shit back together.
<3
Reply
Reply
Ok, I'll call.
Later.
-D
Reply
Didn't you notice how I barely said a word until you dropped me off at home? Heh..., guess you're not too observant when you're that high. :P
Reply
Reply
Reply
when u recieve knowledge or visions from hallucinogens that u can not possibly comprehend. Individuals with a family history of schizophrenia or early onset mental illness should be extremely careful because hallucinogens are known to trigger latent psychological and mental problems.
On another note im not gonna say DONT DO DRUGS ever again because im not a hypocrite but most people who use these club drugs dont even take into consideration there mental mindset before they take these powerful chemicals
Its always good to take a break once and a while anyways and get your mind straight one more thing dont take this as me preaching or anything just passing on some info u could maybe use :) i hope u feel better :)ttyl
Reply
anyways, i do understand how it can feel & if you need to talk, i'm here to listen. or read.
feel better
Reply
Leave a comment