80% locked.

10% friends only.
10% public.

public blog at
http://x3chloe.blogspot.com
:)

just a short month but yet you bring out so much in me.
breaking all the rules in my life and creating so many first-s for me.

i know its the right thing to do like this.
stop messages,
stop contact...
stop seeing each other.
that's what we should be doing..

but...
pain :(

its like...
going through the break up phase that i didnt wna go thru
even though we're ( Read more... )

i got no avenue for venting all my unhappiness.
so i'm back here again.

you know,
i'm okay w not messaging you anymore.
but i still yearn to see your name appear on my phone.
when will i learn to live without you?

you know you rlly suck like mad?!
as a boyfriend. as an exbf equally.
for a boyfriend,
who tells me nt to go find you at the club.
cos u wna drink ( Read more... )

all that no spending power thing,
all that no money & complaining high expenses,

it's all bullshit.

i didnt know no money alr,
still can drink & cab home.

bull-shit.

why are we not happy tgt?

i'm actually v happy u came to pick me.
but i'm rlly sorry,
i didn't mean to fall sick..

and
i thought u'd miss me a lot =(
seems like u miss ur game more.

are we rlly on the right track?
or are we just holding on cos we can't accept the change...

为什么改变？
一定要有理由才会决定改变。

理由背后的推动力是什么？
it's worth.

人会为你改变，因为你值得。
人不会为你改变，因为你不值得那么做。

我就是那么不值得。

:(

你不想他把我当成全部。
你无权再动摇我的世界。

I sometimes feel i dont know you well enough ( Read more... )

i hate you.

 goodbye my almost lover.
goodbye my hopeless dream.
i'm trying not to think about you,
cant u just let me be.

so long my luckless romance.
my back is turned on you.

should have known u'd bring me heartache,
almost lovers always do.

privacy.

not a word to be used from me to you.