I was made to revisit my memories of painful times, of contemplation. And then it hit me that those were also sometimes times of joy, of elation ( Read more... )

That crippling fear.

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I hate that my mind can't stop playing this song, however there is a strange satisfaction in working along to this tune as well.

Such a masochist.

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I remember the day you told me you were leaving ( Read more... )

No one seems to be able to understand. Why do I feel like an alien?

I know
That we were made to break
So what? I don't mind.

This resonates so true. I can't help but feel emo :/

I'm beginning to hate the festive season. Fuck expectations. Fuck taking people for granted. I just want to curl up in bed and not be bothered.

But stand still is all I did.

Why does it hurt so much?

Because it was real.

I felt a tinge of sadness. Just a moment, a lapse, a period in which I let myself sink.

And then I pulled myself back.

And I thought about the happy moments. And a smile escaped my lips.