it's the people closest to you who can and will hurt you the most.

like a zombie, i rise to see the damage done, to see what's left of me.

i want to fall asleep on the sun and forget all of this. this is the shit i want to escape. i don't know what to think, how to feel, what to say, how to deal anymore. i'm so worn down to the point that i just don't give a fucking shit what happens anymore. just leave me like i know you will, just do it to get it over with. take this shit away.

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i'm going fucking nowhere

29 days!

my brother is getting married!