seems like just another "i wish i was dead" day to me. Hope yours is going better.

Have had a lot going on in my life recently (who hasnt!?), which also included recently experience rather severe loss of appetite and insomnia. Doctor says its anxiety, but im avoiding anti-anxiety medication as I feel its too addictive a substance for my interest. The insomnia has kept me up to between 5am-8am everyday for the last two weeks, ( Read more... )

So, who else expects younger generations to hate republicans now that a huge amount of blame is getting pointed at them as having cost the economy 24 billion over this 16 day shut down. It felt a lot like angry kids taking their ball and going home until all their friends told them theyd never talk to them again ( Read more... )

Since I deactivated facebook I suddenly find myself missing my LJ. Lastnight I attended the Delaware Furbowl 47 hosted by Kittens. It was a good time, saw many friends i have seen in like... 20 months? Feels good to say hello. I also got to show off my partial fursuit. I have to admit it was a lot of fun to do so, got about 1.5 hours of ( Read more... )

Good morning ( Read more... )

Not a human, but this companion meant -a lot- to me. Yesterday I had to take my sugar glider to the vet, he had gangrene in his hindlegs where he got trapped in his pouch and circulation was cut off. He didn't bark for help, he hid because if he made noise a predator would come kill him... that's instict ( Read more... )

Today, I tried to help three people.

All three people seem mad at me now.

Isn't helping people a "good thing"?

*sigh*

Woke up and went into externship, and found a pair of letters of recommendation for me. Apparently, I impressed everyone with my initiative and willingness to go above and beyond and got a doctor and my site supervisor to feel the need to write them for me. That gives me three letters of recommendation for being a medical assistant. Hopefully ( Read more... )

Its late, I should be asleep... but I have this overwhelming feeling of failure. Its a culmination of mulitple things in my life. Its so stupid, I'm busting my ass everyday and I know it - but still getting down on myself. Did cheer myself up some talking to a good f riend... and saw my husky tonight ( Read more... )

Well... maybe I won't show you Monday, but I will show you that I am committed to updating ( Read more... )