again nothing is well....

[yitbme]

well since last time that i wrote not much has changed... my mom has now been in her appt. for almost a month. its nice and i like the fact that shes only 5 minutes away from me. i get to see her more now. i went to see my grandma last week. she is so different now. her memory is all fucked up and she cant remember simple things, like when shes

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[samsonite_ver2]

well its cool if you dont want to talk.whatever i understand. sorry about your grandma i wish that she could feel better.tell everyone i said hi.and i dont think i should tell you cuz its just gonna start shit.call me if you ever need to talk.lay

[yitbme]

i know that you are there if i want to talk.. i still know your numbers by heart.... i know now who said what they said... its now off my mind but it still hurts... i wish my grandma would feel better too bu she is only going down hill... and the fact that she doesnt want to go through ne thing else hat might hlp he only makes it hurt worse. but when shes one there is nothing i can do....but hurt... and its even harder when i cant let her see me down and upset about the whole thing... im out

Just a simple word.

[x___unknown]

Hey Meagan. You dont sound to well. I cant even bare thinking of grandma. and mom is a whole other story. I see her for about 20 min a day if that. and Dad is sad, and he works till 5 so i barly see him casue im always out and honestly i feel like im living alone. much is the same tho, i finished the 151 u gave me a while ago. the house is not been the same, and it sucks ass. everytime i see me i look in her eyes and all i see is fear. its sick. i dont like this, i mean im getting teary eyes thinking of all this, and i dont usually cry. i talked to pauline, the one who lives on Grahm and she talking about calling you, just to let you no. school starts Monday and im counting on you to help me with German. that would be really nice. call me up sometime, you no my number.thanks i miss you.

much love to you
lil bro

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[yitbme]

hey buddy i love you too... i know that the house is not the same. i dont see mom much either but when i do i visit her for a while. if you ever want to go see her call me and ill take you over there... i understand that dad is upset but ya know nobodys perfect and whats going on with mom is not to hurt ppl intenionally. sometimes ppl dont know what thy want and they get confused... its just th way ppl are. i want you to come an stay the night over the appt... itll get you from the house and well have some fun, and go see mom... if you talk to pauline tell her i said hi.. my phone is off right now and i dont know when im getting a new one so tell her to call me at 383-9862... i love you bro... yo call me on that number ne time you want to too... whenever you need to talk or to get out.

love you with all my heart always
megan

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[manhattan_man24]

your right some people dont intenionally do things to hurt ppl. but i think that all ppl know what is right from worng. and ya i may not know all that is going on with this but. its not right to do the things she did and if she did not know what she wanted as of men she should have left to find out before cheating. and to say nobodys perfect as if this isnt a big thing well maybe not to you because well like mother like daughter. that is it for ever you have to live with all the things you did as does your mom. im done trying... fade me from your mind for iam just a dream that never came true.

just to let you know

[lilbluefishie]

just to let you know we and by "we" i mean both william and I never told sam he couldnt tell you who it was. it was us. well wait it wasnt only us. so there you go now you know whos telling the truth about you. and if you are the ONLY one who says that its not true then maybe you should reconsider your point of view. the friendship was nice while it lasted...what a whole month not even,it is true when people say "the past should be left in the past." well at least in this case.
-will and sam-

[yitbme]

listen... im not a coke head... and for you guys saying that it hurts.. i dont see doing that like 3 times, gives me that name. and dating bill b4 me and sam broke up? i dont understand where that came from.... the day that me and sam broke up i was there with you guys and that was the fist time that bill ever called my phone... and lying about going to christies when i left sams... christie should know better than ne one that if i wasnt with her i was at home... and i know she honestly cant say different... i miss talking to you guys, i do. william is like my brother and always will be no matter what, at least to me. and samantha, i love you too, even after we have been through and are going through now. im so happy that u and william are doing so good and are happy together. as much jelousy i feel seeing him getting everything i ever wanted, ive never been happier for him and you. i dont lknow if ne of his is going to help our situation of beig friends but all i can do is try...

[lilbluefishie]

personally just to let you know i hate it when you say william is like your brother, it makes me want to puke actually. hes the farthest thing from being like your brother.but hey what do i know i cant really say much about the situation simply cuz i havent known him since i was 5...whatever im just the wife...anyways the funny thing is that you were so in love with sam yet it took how long to start dateing someone else and to move in with him? sounds pretty shady to me...and your right bill did call your phone the night you ans sam broke up and thats what was said to begin with...but i dont really care anymore just thought i would let you know that you can stop calling will your bro cuz hes not.

[stonned_4_life]

Megs I miss you! Saras birthday is friday and I want you to go to canada with us so call me at my moms 598-0955 or call sara and come with us it will be fun! i love you girl! sorry about all this shit with you! if it makes you feel any better my life sucks right now too! call me i mean it i miss you!