like i told her, i want to know her thoughts like i used to. i miss her a lot. and that is not the normal kind of ”a lot”, but  the extreme one. she was always my wings for the time i was falling down. i feel like if i dont have her oppinion, i cant go on or decide about it.

i saw a picture, a couple kissing, and both of them thinking ”you are not ( Read more... )

 I dont have anything to look for in life. thats the truth and that is why i dont make an effort with anything. yes, im passionate about advertising, but as i start to see, im not that creative anyway, and the fact that everywhere where i applied rejected me has to mean something, right ( Read more... )

 I lost another freind.
what i am, the freaking most stupid person in the world?? why the fuck am i so disabled when it comes to freindships?? what made me so fucking ill???

i am ok being alone, then i have to make new freinds, make the effort, and then screw it up all again. i should be given a fucking award for that. 

 it rains again... i guess you do have the april showers in may, coz we lacked them in april... well, at least the day is nice...
think about it, if the quantity of raim would depend on the level of cleanness of people... where would it rain most?
i just killed a moth. yes, coz i leave the window cracked when i have my light open. call me the moth- ( Read more... )

just staring at my question... in the blank... maybe...
but no. and certainly not at half past 3 in the morning...

 I sometimes remember when I was younger... how I was listening to the romantic songs on the shitty radio players while rollerblading on the stadium, thinking maybe Ill find someone to rollerblade together... or when I was coming home from school, with no friends, and watching Digimon, and then Inu Yasha. When I was discovering the Internet and the ( Read more... )

i miss him. N. i miss the fact that he could sign in skype and some minutes later hell be asking me. i miss his face and knowing that hes there, and what hes doing sometimes, and looking at his profile pictures, because yes, ilike to know a lot about smbd that i like that much. he was perfect, and i know that i want him only because i cant have him ( Read more... )

 luni. e frumos rau afara. as vrea sa fie vacanta sa pot sa fac ce vreau. am primit work permitu si maine ma duc sami iau national insurence number, peste o saptamana cand il primesc in posta o sa pot sa lucrez.. problema unde. si sa incep sa caut. im happy but i have this fear inside me. and i really need this ring, i loved it... :( dar lam ( Read more... )

 i had to write it on my phone, so i wouldnt forget... i always get those ideas when not close to anything usable ( Read more... )

 Doamne ce mi-am luat-o in bot cu asta... da rau de tot.. frateeee ce naiba... Doamne ce rau mi-am luat-o...
si pizda aia sa aiba ea tupeu sa imi zica asa... 
tot ce fac regret.. stiu ca e mai bine asa, dar regret... parca as prefera sa fiu miserable, mama masii...

Doamne ce rau mi-am luat-o in bot