I feel really sad right, now I let my job come before my friendship with my two best friends in the world. The only two people I really really care about.. I wish there was a way I could make it up to them. but there isn't a way. I am sorry. my job is very stressful I have to work almost everyday. nine days stright 10 hour days thats 90 hours with ( Read more... )

yet again I am drowning in my own pain, I no longer know what to do with my life, without her I am nothing. and yet she no longer wants me, is what amber said true? am I only a good friend, not a good boyfriend, but I treat women so well, I don't know what to say to that. I feel so alone. I can no longer sleep at night. I am always up all night ( Read more... )

sad little life. I feel like my life has no real point to it. the only thing I really want is for this girl to fall head over heels for me, I don't think its going to happen any time soon but, I keep tryin anyways, she does love me, but she doesn't see the point of being with me if we are going to end up apart, well I don't think we will split up. ( Read more... )