Its cool to revisit this space ever so often to see the amount of growth I've had. I stopped in my tracks today. to take a few moments from my day to revel in the hurt, pain, sadness, joy, and laughter. As much of who I am has evolved and changed, I think the core of what represents me remains, or rather many of the internal questions and conflicts ( Read more... )

Wow, revisting this thing is always a blast from the past. So much hurt, so much sadness. I'm really blessed where my life is now. Its fun to look back, but I don't ever plan on going back

Man LJ is about as relevant as AOL right now....

So I haven't gotten around to updating this thing in a while. It is long neglected and seriously overdue for a new entry- so here goes. I've gone through my first week of classes and I'm feeling the impending the doom of the year. 18 hours of scholastic hell. EN 422, 403, 367, 300, 308, and HD 101. After getting the Syllabi ( Im pretty sure that's ( Read more... )

New Blog over at

thechalmersproject.wordpress.com

You should check it out. It's my blog for all my musical endeavors.
It contains WIP songs for the album I'm trying to work on for next semester

So I watched this show, Supernatural tonight, it's pretty good. I also caught the end of Smallville and I thought to myself, " What the hell is going on?! I haven't watched it in ages and I don't know what the hell happened to the show.

"There's always something to write about...you just got to find it in there...dig deep to the point where you're about to go insane"

"do it man...if anything it'll make you feel better"

Those are the words I need to hear. Thanks Stu. I'm gonna start a new blog, with a very different purpose. We'll see what comes of it.

Cakes always has sense about her that leads to the correct advice. I should listen to her more often

I'm so mad right now, but I'll grit my teeth and smile. If you knew it was wrong as soon as you said it, why the fuck did you say it? I mean do you not think that what you are about to say to me could be potentially hurtful, especially after hearing me talk so negatively about it? It's hardly ever your fault, but this time it is. You can run  and ( Read more... )

I swear I'm going to have a heart attack... I will kill over and die...