So it's been like six months since I've had a moment to really sit down and put my thoughts on "paper". A lot and nothing has happened simultaneously. I can say that I have grown more comfortable with the idea and concept of being single. I still prefer to have someone to call my own, but I am approaching two years of the single life here in July ( Read more... )

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Today was an interesting day. I woke up really early, around 4:30am because of Bella. I was going to go back to sleep but couldn't so I just got up and went to work early. So I get to work at 6am, and then I have a meeting with Mike McCoy at 9am to discuss the flumes. He assigned me a new project involving the measurments of the flume rides. I ( Read more... )

Last time I wrote in here I spoke about a breakthrough I had. I was just watching Silver Linings Playbook for the second time ( I just bought it on iTunes) and I can't help how much I feel I relate to it. I feel like minus the dead husband part, I am her. Offering sex to men hoping for a friendship, always feeling empty because all I do is give and ( Read more... )

So, I know this is an online journal so I'm going to make this post for everyone to see. I am me and if you don't like it then don't interact with me ( Read more... )

So I've decided to stop looking for right now. I tried things again with scott bucci and I just had to break it off with him. he's just not for me ( Read more... )

so, this guy i've been seeing for like 2-3 weeks now (tim e.)... texts me saying that he needs a break because he feels like he's being pushed into a relationship and that I did nothing wrong. I believe all this, and thats fine. I'm more upset at the fact that ONCE AGAIN I am completely alone ( Read more... )

So, its about that time again, where something worth mentioning has happened. This time it was an amazing winter break ( Read more... )

Even though today isn't a real show its our first performance in uniform. I already have a hate list but whatelse is new. Hope it goes well. I mean we aren't even spinning because its too windy. Lol tis all for now.

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So I know its been a while...I am xurrently sitting at the denver airport waiting on the bus that takes us to wyoming. I've met a couple people and I'm still being insociable me. Hopefully I'll make this weapon line! I'll write more later now that I bookmarked this mobile site. I'm just concerned with not being the fng. That's all! :) hope I make ( Read more... )