So its the day before I leave for Thanksgiving "break" and there is a ton of stuff on my mind.

bottom line- I need to see him on webcam and see some kind of desire to see me in person.

also, I NEED to get all my hw done, AND study for my calculus exam  next week.

I'm so stressed that I'm dizzy, and I have like this huge pressure that I can feel in my ( Read more... )

 i have a confession
Suzy Lorenzo

11:28 AM

whats that

john rmb

11:28 AM

nvm

11:28 AM

its cheesy

Suzy Lorenzo

11:29 AM

might as well tell me now

11:29 AM

lol

john rmb

11:29 AM

i think ive fallen for you

11:29 AM

11:29 AM

ok...gotta go

11:29 AM

bye

Suzy Lorenzo

11:29 AM

jeez

john rmb

11:30 AM

nvm..see im a cheese

Suzy Lorenzo

11:30 AM

you being ( Read more... )

pretty INDEED

ME:pshh nahhh

baby..im lookin RIGHT at it..and im still at awe
 i think you are amazing
8:38 AMeverything about you..
8:38 AMyour sense of humor
8:38 AMyour drive
8:38 AMyour passion
8:38 AMyour hardwork
8:39 AMyour intelligence
8:39 AMsmile,
8:39 AMsexiness
8:39 AMmmm..
8:39 AMinside and out, baby..thank you for being in my life

and i've been ( Read more... )

 so I've met someone new.

I've been kinda if-y about what he feels for me. but today it was all clarified. lets just hope hes telling the truth.

I cant wait till we are together....
cause I want to please you in SO many ways
whenever you want
(and not just sexually too baby)
 we started talking on 9-30-08. it is currently 10-28-08.

I was so torn, because ( Read more... )

A good friend of mine--hi tina--said that i was crazy for going on a diet ( Read more... )

MONDAY, MAY 19, 2008
10:40am
138.4 lbs

slept10.5h-644 calories1 cup of special K   +120, 5 calories from fat  walked20m  -75 calories12 ocean crab rolls  +390, 59 from fat  walked20m  -75 calories 21 pretzel goldfish +65, 0 from fat  1 serving of progresso clam chowder  +110, 15 from fat              ree23h 20m -1425 calories  
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SUNDAY, MAY 18, 2008
12:00 noon
138.6 lbs

slept7h -429 calories  1 tub of jelly with fruit +60, 0 from fat 21 pretzel goldfish  +65, 10 from fat 32 natural white cheddar cheetos  +150, 80 from fat 1 can of vegetable soup  +120, 0 from fat 3 tbsp of peanut butter and jelly  +240, 110 from fat 3 slices of honey wheat bread  +210, 30 from fat2 packages ( Read more... )

James is the cutest. I'm so glad he wants to learn spanish, especially that he's kinda letting me teach him a little bit. He makes me happy.

SATURDAY, MAY 17, 2008
9:02 am
139.2 lbs
slept10h-613 calories danced 20m-129 calories1 can of tuna in water  +70, 10 from fat  1 tbsp of mayonnaise  +90, 90 from fat 43 pretzel goldfish +130, 20 from fat  1 tub ( Read more... )

Since I have a wonderful boyfriend/fiancee/husband... I really don't have the need to write on here any more. At least, not about my social life..except when I just want to wine and rant. lol.

Therefore, I was considering doing this anyway on my computer, but this way it will save me some space on my hard drive.

I am going to make this my temporary ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I am a freshmen in college, going on my second semester ( Read more... )