You can't tell me what to do.

I live my life for you but you can not tell me how to feel.

You can't tell me to like this or that. You can't tell me to say this word and not that word. You can't be in my head.

I appreciate you and all you do for me and the girls but...

I am not your pawn.

I will not rat out my friends for you. I will not be your ( Read more... )

I danced with one of your good friends for most of the night.

But you stole me away for a few

and told me we are the best.

We fit together.

You told me to hug you like I meant it.

When my mom went crazy

you stayed on the phone with me until 2.

Go to sleep. Go to sleep I said.

But you won't. You won't.

Screaming (at) (to) you,
Jeannie

Thank you. Thank you for proving my point. Backing up my theory ( Read more... )

whenever i watch old movies of me when i was a kid i cry ( Read more... )

ITZ MY BIRTHDAY BEETCHES.

happy christmas.

i'm seventeen. sounds so old. love it love it.

only 1 and a half years till im out.

luv. jeannie.

I went shopping today with my cousins, aunt, uncle, and nana. it was fun. I got boots. I came home. Went shopping with my mom and sister. and got another pair of boots ( Read more... )

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I have died 7 times.

already.

I only have 2 left.

The hospital was stale

it was ugly

and i was hungry.

the sheets were cardboard on my body

strapped to a bed

the needle pierced me

i bit my lip

but the tears still came

i was left with a doctor who wouldnt stop talking and a nurse who smiled at everything

my brain was hurting i just wanted to go home
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dude.

had a wholesome weekend.

def. had tons of fun.

i liked it a lot.

so ill be in a good mood for a short while

probably until i wake up tomorrow and realize i have school.

watevs. had fun today at the art institue with some fella friends. it was chill.

hearts.
jeannie.

I wrote this a long... long time ago ( Read more... )