For now I am content.. Sean told me he was going up-state for a few days so I have set about on making the home a peaceful one once more. Maybe this is what he needed to come from his mood swings he has been having as of late. I worry for him, I honestly do because I was told that Sean is slow to temper but, if his anger were aroused, he could act ( Read more... )

Hmm ( Read more... )

Yeah. That' right. Everyone can just die. I hate people. I hate the world. The world needs to blow the fuck up. So does the asshole that sent my mom some flowers. Even though we don't know who it was, he/she can DIE so can the little hearts on the card that came with the flowers. The flowers can die too. I hope that mother fucker that was teaching ( Read more... )

Death is such a nasty thing. It is wretched and horrible. I depart with aquaintances alive and well and return to find some of them gone to the realm that lies between life and death. And now I wish Sean and myself had not gone to the meditational retreat for so long. I dearly wish I had been able to bid them goodbye while I was able to do so. Of ( Read more... )

I am afraid I do not understand Olivia's feelings of hatred toward Patti and John. I think perhaps I agree with Yuka's comment of how she is like the cartoon/video game character lover. Perhaps if given time she will sort out her true feelings and realize that the George which resides here is not the same George, in a way, that she married. He is a ( Read more... )

MEXICIAN LAW ENFORCEMENT AND LAWS SUCK ( Read more... )

Well, the hackers at the hospital let me go a day early. So, I'm back home and back to my usual sitting on my ass doing nothing routine only with morphine added in to take care of the sharp pains associated with my injuries ( Read more... )

First of all, I wish to apologize to John... I never intended to abandon you. I wish I could have been at the apartment for the past few days but I was... unable to do so. Sean had had an accident in his car and needed me to be there for him since I was a relative with the same blood type... Sean also sends his apologies and pleas for forgiveness ( Read more... )

I haven't killed myself. I haven't been "wacking off" to pictures of ANYONE. I DID however have to get my stomach pumped this morning because I accidentally took too many of my sleeping pills. And yes it was an accident... One didn't work so I took another, that one didn't work so I took yet another... and so forth until the whole bottle was gone ( Read more... )

I think I am getting concerned... I have several times been in and out of Sean's home and each time he has been within his room with the same song blaring through his radio. I knocked upon his door but there was no answer and it is locked ( Read more... )