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okay, so, well, i haven't updated in a while because i'm so busy. meg's finally figuring out what she's going to do with her life and that makes me happy. i'm really happy with matt and he's already met my parents and they(my mom) adore him. i've signed up for my classes and i think next semester will be fairly hard. okay, i have to go now.

i'm starting to really like this guy. i feel like everything is almost moving to fast. not in a sexual sense but just, well, i don't know. i mean, he applied for the maintanence job in my apartment complex. if he gets the job he'll moving in a floor above me. that makes me, well, nervous. i don't know. almost evading. and meg needs to get a ( Read more... )

i have to hours to get this paper done and i just can't fucking concentrate.

um....so i'm a retard and i'm sorry for anyone who had to listen to me whine and complain about matt who was for a while my "fake boyfriend" (he wanted michelle to leave him alone). i found out that he was going to ask me out even before he was my "fake boyfriend". as for the rule about me not dating anyone from work, we have a loop hole: we work ( Read more... )

i woke up about 5 minutes before my class. it sucked and i can just feel the stench and the oil from yesterday on my skin. for those who don't know, i HAVE to take a shower in the morning. this is torture, but i did it to myself. or rather my alarm clock did. also, i was supposed to print off some stuff for my first class which i didn't get to ( Read more... )

i've been feeling so miserable lately. what's so sad is that meg moved out for me and i thought i was moving out to help her. so we were trying to help each other and reality weren't at all. she says that she wanted to move out with me so that i could go to a good school. i moved out so she could take the chance of a lifetime (i mean, college ( Read more... )

awww. back at the padre's house. i'm going to spend the next day really cramming my books and making apple pies. it's so nice to go here when i can cause i sleep best here. so peaceful and quiet ( Read more... )

right now i'm at brenton's apartment. i'm suppossed to be working on my movie paper and studying for my histology test but i decided to take a break. i'm doing okay for the most part. i'm really worried about meg and everything about the ulcers. i keep reminding her to relax and i hope i don't get annoying ( Read more... )

i can't write for long. i'm on kim's laptop. she's super fun. anywho's boys are stupid and such. not that i need a boyfriend anyway. i'm very happy meg (hehehehe). i'm excited and, well, yeah!!! i'm happy. travis is a dick, of course i knew that in the first place but i thought he'd actually change after a year, whatever. and i have a ( Read more... )