right, so i haven't updated in along time and this will probably be a short post. i here on travis's computer which is weird since we haven't talked for about a year and all. it nice to hang out with him again. i've missed this place a lot. school's going okay except it's way too stressful. and work is good too. i got to work with alex morgan ( Read more... )

i feel like i've been a terrible person lately. or at least "i know" and i really don't care. knowing that all of my "friends" are ganging up on me and saying (behind my back) that i don't know what it's like to be poor. i don't know what it's like to have problems. i know in reality this is not hpw they think but i still feel like i'm being ( Read more... )

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i had a really terrible night. the day began okay. i got a call a 9:00 from the Synder's in Bloomington. she wanted me to come for an interview. so i told her i would be there at 11:30. so i jump in my car with the nicest clothes i got. i talked to her and i'm really not sure how it went. if i do get hired i will have to take some days off ( Read more... )

thank god i'm almost done with this week of work. and then i have 2 days off. i work tonight (grrrrrr) but it will be time and a half. tomorrow meg and i are going to bloomington to fill out applications in the area. oh yeah, so excited (if only you could hear the sarcasm in my voice). then on wednesday i'm getting my car fixed and going to my ( Read more... )

my car hates me again. anywho's, other than my car hating me i'm doing okay. the fact that i'm moving in a few weeks has finally settled in and i'm, well, freaking out to say the least. yesterday at work i was all sad because my paycheck wasn't as big as i hoped to be so i got really depressed and started to look through all the ads in the star ( Read more... )

first off a few nights ago i had a lot of dreams about zach and i cried quite a bit in my dream, which was weird because i wasn't crying at all when i woke up. but i was slightly depressed the rest of the day. gosh, i'll miss that kid. we're still friends and all. and for those who think i'm a selfish vindictive brat, i did not break up with ( Read more... )

do you think i work too much when my customers start complaining about how much i work? they are just amazed when they had been there the day before and i'm still at work the next day. i like my job. i really do. the only problem i have with it is that it doesn't pay near enough. the only thing that keeps me coming back are the people i work ( Read more... )