so, i've been way out of the loop for so long. and today i think i'm actually happy about it. meg just got done telling me everything that has happened last night and cried on my shoulder for quite a while. everything is so fucked and i think it's funny that i'm just standing at the sidelines watching everything happen. the only thing that ( Read more... )

i'm still going through this weird insomniac phase. i'm starting to think that i'm affected by the seasons because it only happens every 3 months. today was mr. kugler's funeral. it was depressing and yet it was happy at the same time. i honestly don't think he is here on earth anymore. i think he finished his life off completely. he was an ( Read more... )

this sums up how i'm feeling right now ( Read more... )

i'm feeling okay today. i'm still coughing up stuff and sniffling my nose a lot. my voice is still hoarse but i think if i keep popping vitamin c pills every morning i'll good in no time ( Read more... )

i talked to geoff for about an hour and a half last night. i didn't even really have a reason to call. i just came up with some lame excuse like if i could borrow a movie. but he just kept talking so i didn't have to feel bad about being obsessive. he said his last 48 hours had been nothing but drama. i can't say what happened but i hope ( Read more... )

so, i'm really sick with a sore thoat and a cough. it sucks. it sucks even more that i have a 40 hour week this week. charlotte also told me yesterday that mr. kugler died. that makes me really sad. he was one of my favorite teachers. i'm still confused about stuff and things. i had meg read me some more of my cards and again they told me ( Read more... )

i don't know how i'm feeling right now. everything has just gotten so weird. it's odd to have geoff back in my life, and yet it's not. for those who are curious, geoff was my best friend 2 years back until he fell in love with me. i wouldn't break up with nick for him and he said he couldn't stand to be my friend anymore. so we broke our ( Read more... )

i know i haven't updated in quite a while. the funny thing is that i'm sitting here in geoff's basement. yeah...weird... anywho's i had a party on thursday and surprisingly enough people actually came. but they didn't stay very long. meg, jerermy and geoff stayed the night. it was a weird night especially since i hadn't seen geoff in like ( Read more... )

my parents left this morning. hehehehe.... let the parties commence.

well, hello there!! yup, haven't updated in a while. i'm doing okay, except i feel really weird like something's gonna happen. zach and i are doing well, i think, haven't talked to him in a while and the last time i saw him he was half asleep ( Read more... )