it's this feeling of not being able to breathe. a tightneing feeling around my throat, heart and lungs. the desire to cry yet the inability to do so. i wish i could understnd the feeling more and be able to explain it so that i, myself can understand it. this feeling is unbearable. i don't feel like going out and i don't want to be home any longer ( Read more... )

May 21, 2007 was the last time I wrote in LJ ( Read more... )

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at midnight my great grandmother turned 103 years young.
for her birthday, her friends from california sent her a bouqet of 103 roses.
this is a picture of her and her birthday gift.


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i just got used to writing '06 on my papers in school,
it'll take forever to write '07.

i'm not ready for this year to end.
=[

don't promise,
don't even worry about it.
i understand.
i understand everything,
remember?
every excuse you ever used,
i understood the true meaning.

don't even worry about it.

g'night.

are confusing ,
they tell you one thing and your feirnds another ..
*sigh*

gotta love 'em though =]

Can't stop addicted to the shin dig ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

okay, lets start this off ( Read more... )