Sometimes I just don't like how the cards are dealt. Another day hasn't gone my way nothing has changed. Work grows old, coming home to nothing gets older. Living check to check doesn't seem like a life at all. More often than not I'd like to say fuck it. When i got a fiver for all week in my pocket. Wondering what and if I'll eat today. I just ( Read more... )

I can't believe im stuck on this dark road
the bullshit, the lies, the stories that are told.
Fuck! is the end in my sight?
Fuck! I cant take these worthless fucking nights.
please tell me the end is in my sights.
I cant take these worthless fucking nights.

I am not the working son of a working son. I live in Apathy. The sun? it never shined on me. I am everything you hate. I am everything that you can never be. These city streets were paved for me and I will use them well. Until my dying day I'm burning in hell. As for faith, it's just too fucking much to bare. I know the world could never care. I'll ( Read more... )

SANTA MONICA IS DEAD

you're far from fucking clever, You're a piece of shit. Because your sick sense of humor is your biting wit. Your life has never been a struggle mine's an uphill fight & now your beautiful days become my worthless nights.

Lately I have heard a good amount of the word "faggot". I hate that God damn word with a passion. It doesn't matter if you are joking, it only has a negative connotation, so stop fucking using it! People up here are way less accepting than in LA. I honestly think Elysia (Gay/Bi Death Metal)describes it the best... (yay, more lyrics ( Read more... )

It seems that I am now just a footnote in everybody else's story. Not to be a greedy attention craving bastard or anything...but I have realized that I am no longer an important part of so many people's lives...people who used to be a really important part of my life...It's just kind of upsetting that everything is inevitably changing. Everybody ( Read more... )

FIND HIM...AND KILL HIM

♥ AUGUST = THUG ( Read more... )

SO, IS IT THE LOW POINT OF ANYONE ELSE'S DAY WHEN THEY'RE IN THE YMCA AND MY BROTHER ASKS YOU IF YOU WOULD LIKE A TOWEL? Don't get me wrong, its not the low point of my day.