The internet is so weird. Today is so awesome. I cleaned like crazy and received awesome phone calls and it may not be what I expected it to be maybe its better in a way. The other night I got completely drunk and threw up. It was awesome. Though I was deeply offended because the other party was so.. nice! And polite and human which really ( Read more... )

Sometimes I forget that no matter how bad things are, I will always be okay. Thats just the kind of person I am. So what if I cant read people the way I thought. I cant even remember his number anyway. I am forgetting some of the days and most of the joyrides and every single empty promise or reassurance and definitely the looks and stares. ( Read more... )

The fact that I get ready far in advance just so I can come to this lame library is sad. I thought I was over my internet addiction but apparently I was wrong. After I go to work tonight, I am off for two whole days. In a row! How cool is that? This morning I got tricked. Last night was a culmination of many things and now where to go from ( Read more... )

So for some reason some days I think Id rather die than go home. Not because anything bad is there; its actually the most comforting, warm place for me to be. I'm not sure what it is. Maybe the desire to have a life other than work and sleep. And when I go home I know I'll have to get stuff ready for work tomorrow and sleep and those things ( Read more... )

SO I am not really sure why everytime I come to this library I am complelled to update my Livejournal when for the longest time I never did and had no interest in doing so. Weird. I have been deathly ill the last couple days and have really wanted to die a few moments. I am not excited to have neighbors on the left side.. I dont want to have to ( Read more... )

I really love Frank Sinatra. I am almost postive I broke my nose blading because it moves now in this really weird way that it never did before and has this bump that was not there before. It is not bent sideways and the bump is not big so its like I am deformed or anything. I actually quite like the little bump because it makes my nose not so ( Read more... )

I am in such an amazing mood. A day off does that I guess. It was so gorgeous outside this morning. Marley is in my car outside and its nice to have someone awesome to run errands with. Taylor is sick! She is not invincable after all! But we will nurse her back to health and she will be fine and great soon enough. Today has such a great vibe ( Read more... )

So aside from the annoyance of having to travel outside of my very cozy home to experience anything internet, nothing annoys me more than WEIRDOS looking over at your computer screen and spying on what you are doing. Yo, my life is cool and great and interesting and everything but there is nothing intriguing about me being on mapquest or Starbucks ( Read more... )

HA! Now I too have a kitten, her name is Marguerite and she is gorgeous and not as wild as Augustine. Ive got the raddest roomate and the roomates cool personal assistant and the Mr.T! I am taking lots of pictures lately and writing more and doing tons of things I didnt think I had time for. Work is awesome, I couldnt love it more. We have the ( Read more... )

Life couldnt be any better at this moment. We have a kitty. I have the admiration of someone that I truly find to be a good and amazing person, no matter how unlikely it would have seemed a couple of months ago. Moving forward, not backwards. This may not even be moving anywhere at all but I am content and thrilled that I am getting close with ( Read more... )