Taylor is home! I just had an asthma attack on 77! Last night we were crimestoppers and got a drunken racist man off the streets of Cornelius ( Read more... )

How and why is Mae so amazing? They are my new obsession. Today was such a fabulous carefree day. I am becoming such a positive person and I love it. Being sad and grumpy and pessimistic is really no fun. Everything has a bright side and as of late, it seems to be the only side I'm seeing. Everything is falling into place and I couldn't be ( Read more... )

All of my days have been weird. I have been so busy and stressed but great. I will not even attempt to recall the events of the last few days because I know I will tell them all wrong, because they have all been so complex and hectic and I don't think words exist that would sufficiently describe them ( Read more... )

I have had three asthma attacks within the last 36 hours. Wow, this is so awesome. Maybe its stress or something, but probably just this weather. Last night I wrote an email that was more honest and expressive than any LJ entry Ive ever made, so I think I will stick with Emails and real conversation to say anything of substance from now on. My ( Read more... )

My new Livejournal is very loud and tacky. BUT! I think I like it. Its quite me actually; very confusing, random and obnoxious. Its actually a page out of my REAL journal and everything on it has a specific meaning or purpose, some more obvious than others. Hopefully with my LJ having REAL journal tendancies I will write about things that ( Read more... )

I have had the weirdest 24+ hours of my entire life. Well, maybe not my ENTIRE life because my life is pretty fucking weird a lot. But recently more so than usual. Yesterday I went to Pattie's school's graduation. I was so moved by every person and word and I will honestly never forget it. It was absolutely amazing. I have known for a very ( Read more... )

SO much has happened the past couple days and it is all jumbled up in my head. This entry will be very scatterbrained and confusing for sure. Thursday I was drunk. Forgive the dumb, horrible entry. Though its funny reading it over because I see how honest I am when I am intoxicated. Friday I worked and it was hell. I got very upset on the way ( Read more... )

Tonihgt was crazy. Crazy as in fun and great. I met so many great peoploe wit great thigns to say and drank and it was cool. I love sitting artound anf chatting with wine and cigareetes. Matt took me to get Wnedys and that was cool also. Taylor is gone who will go to eat brewad and spoup with me? Missing anyone is dumb. I am over and through ( Read more... )

Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves.
-Blaise Pascal

Maybe that's why I'm so confused.

Even though I just had one of the greatest days my mind is absolutely racing. There are so many things I just don't get about people. How they can look someone straight in the eye and say they care but give or wish for them the absolute opposite of that they know they deserve. And I'm not talking about relationships as much as I am friendships ( Read more... )