last night was insane. i found out we had a show yesterday and kyle was in vincennes with his girlfriend and we somehow found a way to go and get him. we got all of our stuff packed up and we realized that we didnt have enough room to fit everyone in the cars/trucks that we had. i ended up having to ride in the floorboard of a truck with four ( Read more... )

man its so early, i have to go and take tests at 8:00. then i have to be at dougs at like 3:30 for the concert tonight, i found out i might be seeing gwar this halloween. AWESOME. the 29th we have a show the 30th we have a show and the 31st we are seeing gwar, next weekend is gonna kick ass!

kristen...i think my glasses are in your jeep...

another placid reflection shows what was happening, a calm stare just sitting in my favorite chair. "look at me, dont you want to smile? dont you want to be happy? well too bad," it says to me. i am here to fill your world with sickness guilt and pain. a slow wound, so small that i didnt even know what was happening. now its exploding inside of me ( Read more... )

Everybody saw my wang last night. and so many older people told me i was sexy last night. pedafials hahaha...j/k. man i had a blast and it was good hanging out with you again, hope you had a good time too...peace nucka.

man my pic is freking awesome ( Read more... )

5 day weekend, and a nine day run of non soberity. either my life is about to go to shit, or its just starting to be fun.

i didnt go to school today and half or yesterday. im a bad kid.

well later.

there is no prize when you open me up, nothing but a rotting cobweb with your name engraved on it. a flip book a tragedy, no exerations. just a dark and hollow scar. sorry, my heart is already gone, but if you stay long enough you might just be the strength i need to grow a new one. a light that i need to brighten this dark crevace. dig long enough ( Read more... )

hey sweet child, every second i feel we grow closer. but keep your distance, for i am not worth your time, your love. take the advise of all. grab my hand and wipe the sweat from your eyes. soon my child i will feed you all. every step we take is another one closer to catastrophy. another step towards a broken home, a broken life. all that stands ( Read more... )

Fuck you, thief. you take nothin from me again. you will do nothing again. a bomb for every part of my body, i light the fuse and watch as the whole world blows up. all because i want it my way. my way or none at all. a knife for everyday that i so wanted to say i loved you. and a bullet big enough to fill this empty spot in me. a whole to be ( Read more... )