who says i need you? a dependence skin deep. ive took enough. im done with you. no more effort, no more failed attempts. havent you noticed i hate you? havent you noticed that i loved you? smack me and turn away, i need that. touch me with those precious hands. stab me and laugh. will it be the same ( Read more... )

ugh, i just feel like shoving a spoon through my head.

woke up pissed off.
it seems like EVERYONE is just trying to piss me off.
i didnt do anything to you, but fuck you anyways.

open the door an welcome yourselves to your new beginning. a new face to wear. no more reflections in this house of glass. everything is dull to us here. we have nothin to look into, nothing to see back. nothing but a wrecked and morbid reflection. ugly is no plague. just stand them up and pull the trigger one by one. all the mirrors...gone. shoot ( Read more... )

...finally some peace and a serenity.
i actually had a good weekend.

kyle...we can jam today

sin city is the coolest movie ever.

in the middle of the street a shadowed figure stands. arms straight out. dripping at the hands, waiting. waiting for me. do you see it? the figure turns to look at me. to show me the heart that it holds in its hands. cupped bleeding and still pulsating, it offers to give it to me. just a blank stare is all that emitted from me. such shock. such ( Read more... )

all it is now is a short fuse. stand above me and flick the lighter on and off, tease me with the thought of everything i want. on. everything slows down. off. back to looking at me through those precious eyes. on. hold out our souls and watch them change to embers. dropping one by one, closer to the fuse that eventually forgets us all. another ( Read more... )

turn around and lay down face first in all the mud, and still find a way to claim that you are pure. what a liar i am. so black, so chared by the smoke that burns our eyes, do we not see what we are doing? what the hell has happend to me, to you, to everyone. why are we still the same when we know what we are doing is so precious yet wrong. just ( Read more... )