you know it's comforting to read this journal and see some much i've grown, but then also realize that i'm at the same place in my life ( Read more... )

it's been a while.. a looong while. a couple years? and what can i say. life just gets in the way. mainly school. mainly work. and mainly actually having friends! >.but in these past years. i have survived two years of pharmacy school and am on the cusp of starting my final third year of studying. then... off to rotation to show all the ( Read more... )

 another update on the going-on's of janet's life ( Read more... )

 so i didn't get tickets for graduation for my family..

uh so i guess i'm not walking.

 heh~ so while i'm holed up in my cave... my basement cave... my mom, her boyfriend, and my brother are all upstairs....

do i want to go upstairs? no.. probably not.

is it inevitable? yes.. probably yes.

::SIGH:: is this high school all over again where i want to leave the house ASAP!!!!

 i do this to myself every week i have something due..

so this past week was spring break, of which i spent waking up at 5am every morning and working in lieu of my mom at the diner.  since my dad is gone, there's no one else to work in my mom's place.. thus it falls to me... i long for the day when i no longer feel any attachment to the old diner ( Read more... )

 hi~~ journal it's been a while.. i've been negligent... sorry about that.... so life since last year... tons of things have happened

case in point: i got into pharmacy school.. heh, isn't that strange... well i think it is! :D  anyways i'll be going down to chapel hill come august 2009.....  it's kind of scary, but cool... i'll be an adult with a ( Read more... )

i wanted to do the colorgenics profile again.. and oh my goodness.. it's like my situation to a tee... kind of scary!

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there ( Read more... )

you know, i found that i'm perfectly content with not talking to anyone for an entire day ( Read more... )

hi ( Read more... )