Who's hoodie did you wear last?
the gray one I stole from TJ

Would you like to be in a relationship right now?
I'm happy being single right now

When did you last go to the beach?
Umm...I don't think I have

Are you crushing on anyone right now?
I love someone

Do you want to get married?
Eventually

Do you sleep on your stomach?
Kind of...on my side in a semi- ( Read more... )

Well the car died on me Tuesday night.  They couldn't start looking at it until today because the tow truck driver had locked my keys in the car instead of putting them in the night deposit box.  So the dealership didn't even know my car was there.  So anyway, I was told just now that my timing belt is coming apart, and it did some damage to my ( Read more... )

Well I'm not sure how my life can get too much more fucked up, but I'm sure it will probably happen.  I don't know what I'm going to do.  I'm behind in bills.  Working my butt off at work.  Looking for a part-time or a better paying full-time job but so far have had no response.

Dad was supposed to come get me and move me back to Oklahoma, but my ( Read more... )

I had to make a really difficult decision yesterday.  I can't make it on my own in Omaha right now.  I made too many poor decisions evidently.  Even though I've been applying for part-time jobs and better paying full-time jobs, I haven't even gotten a nibble.  And now, my finances are so far gone that it wouldn't do much good.  So I'm moving back ( Read more... )

I just realized I haven't posted a blog in a long time so here's a really quick idea of what's been going on.

I moved into my own place.  I love it!  It's basically the whole first floor of a house.  Two guys live upstairs from me.  They have their own entrance, and I hardly ever see them.  With the exception of hearing footsteps now and then or ( Read more... )

In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town, another everything
But it's always back to you
Stumble out in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you

But I'm good without ya
Yeah I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over ( Read more... )

Yesterday sucked.  I came home from work, and returned a message from TJ.  MySpace was acting up so I had to send my response over Yahoo.  TJ happened to be online in the invisible mode, and we talked back and forth.  I don't know what triggered it, but I was just in a really depressed mood.  I think I talked to TJ for about an hour or so.  I have ( Read more... )

This morning I went with Mike (yes, he's my ex, but we're better friends now than when we were together) to Forest Lawn Cemetary where his best friend is and where TJ's grandparents and brother are.  I had asked him if he wanted to go with me.  I keep seeing things that remind me of TJ's grandparents lately so I figured that was a sign to go say hi ( Read more... )

It seems I'm overdue for a blog posting.  My world has been hectic lately.  I guess it started about two weeks ago on a Saturday night after I got home from work.  I was bored and lonely, and none of my Internet friends were online.  So I went searching through profiles on MySpace and sent messages to people that looked interesting.  I kept my ( Read more... )

1) What is your sign?
Aries

2) What is the best thing you ever had done for you/to you?
TJ used to rub my feet without me having to ask

3) When was the last time you laughed so hard you peed a little?
Been a while

4) In your opinion, will the world ever come to an end?
Yes

5) What is your favorite color?
Black

6) What does the color make you feel?
Calm ( Read more... )