So, i have a bit of stuff going on in my life at the moment. Hence the random jump back on the LJ train. I guess I need somewhere to record my thoughts. Somewhere only a few people have access to and most of them aren't close enough to do harm ( Read more... )

I wish LJ wasn't dead!

ive been spending the past 4-5 years convincing myself that i was young and dumb and completely in control of myself when i fucked everything up with her. everytime i try and talk to her? i get a wave of her "friends" telling me how fucked up i am and how i never loved her ( Read more... )

i was bowser for halloween. we didn't finish it completely. there are a few things i want to fix for next year but nonetheless it was epic and im so proud of it. honestly ive never done any kind of project like this let alone such a huge ass costume. but its amazing. let me know what you think!

( bowssaaa )

so its tuesday. we have two full days to finish bowser! here is my progress.

( BOWSAA )

soooo i finished the rough draft of the body for my costume this year. i just need to fit it a little better and clean up some stitches. then on to the shell, head, arms, tail, feet & hands. Oh man hope i can finish.

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and well. working. chillen. the usual. a lot has happened but i don't really feel like anything major has happened. you know? little personal hardships and accomplishments. nothing that is worth enough explaining to the average person. but overall im doing good. trying to make money. getting ready for the holidays. trying to stay optimistic.

( yea )

finished the first book. now im on new moon and seriously, this series is breaking my heart. its so sad. i feel like a loser balling my eyes out at 3 in the morning. haaaaa.

i talked with jeff for awhile tonight and i think we're back on opening a pet shop up around here. honestly, its a 50/50. it would either work really well because it would be, hopefully, one of a kind and ALOT cleaner/friendlier then the other pet centers around here. I know as a basic rule of thumb most people don't care as much about animals as i ( Read more... )

ughhh. man sometimes i hate that i have insomnia. too much time alone to wallow in my self pity ( Read more... )