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HOw sweet silence sounds
I found out Brian Seaman is dead recently. I am truly drunk right now, but I needed to record this, it hit me harader than I wouldve ever expected ( Read more... ) -
39 Years Old, and I realize this has been all wrong.
Everything people tell you is true. Try, fail, fail again, learn to adapt, learn to change courses, learn to just jump ( Read more... ) -
the funny thing
Don't reply to this ( Read more... ) -
Kid for today
Sometimes I go back and read one of my friends entries. I read them due to having similiar feelings, though he articulates his thoughts in a way I cannot. I feel sometimes we write and hit a truth far greater than we truly know. I write to see who I am. I write to see the history of me growing, in the end, we realize we had it right at the starting ( Read more... ) -
"If you have five seconds to spare, I will tell you the story of my life."
I seem to get the itch to blot things on here when im drunk/depressed/ or a combo of both. We all speak a similar language. We all think of long dark roads lit up by our headlights, driving the person we love home. Why cant that image hold true? It seems mornings sour our night time fantasies ( Read more... ) -
Bankrupt on selling
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This is a long drive for someone with nothing to think about.
The times they are a changing. Ive walked a long way since my last entry. I have been through alot of changing and growing up since I last posted. Alot of my friends faces are different now. The names i once wrote about are memories that I will be hauling til they fade, just like the childhood memories I once thought were stored permanent ( Read more... ) -
My ride alongs
Well to say how i felt, theres no words to describe. It made me feel like being in the movie waking the dead to an extent. On my first call for my ride-along I had to go to Gulf view mall because of 2 teenagers ODing. When we got to the scene there was a spectacle surrounding the 2 patients. We brought them to the ambulance and i ventilated the ( Read more... ) -
A rant about a book ive come to love
Now im sure all of you know how fond i am of Catch-22. Well apparently theres been alot of flak stating that the sequel "Closing time" sux, and if people would read more than the first 5 pages, they would find an extrodinary novel that people are too quick to write off. I have fallen in love with this book and its already exceeded my expectations ( Read more... )