have a shitty christmas.

So. i just read duncan's last post for the first time in a year. i read the comments left for him. it's all so depressing. duncan wouldn't have wanted us to mourn and be sad. especially not after a year...getting closer to two years ( Read more... )

i hate being this stressed out.
so i guess i've picked up on my lj a little since mom has a myspace.
it's kind of hard to express real feelings when your mom is reading it all.
well. i feel really bad about making a big deal out of the A/C..
sorry.
i ..
i just dont know anymore

it's all really depressing.
what is?
life.
im sinking into a mold i knew for so long and tried so hard to get out of.
i feel completely worthless.
most days i just wish it would all end.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i try so damn hard. its not like any of you care.

im thinking about it.
i want to.
but then i dont want to.

working is extremely depressing.
my life is too stressful.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/14468588/

GO ATHENS!! made the news again!!!

you have to read this.
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/14350639/

man. lj got so....advanced. it's fucking creepy. i remember when it was all crappy and retarded. i miss that.

god damn. im never on lj anymore. its so lame.