Man, its been a while. Nothing new really, same shit different day.

"there's nothing like dwelling on the past and neglecting the future..."- Me in 2004 ( Read more... )

I will get "I am heaven sent, don't you dare forget" tattooed somewhere!

What a weird day today has been...

Today on my way to work, I decided to stop at the Starbucks around the corner since the guy at the pretentious coffee shop across the street is a douche, anyway, as I'm coming out I see all these black SUV's pull up at the same time, and I see huge guys with little microphones in their ears talking amongst each other, I guess some sort of celebrity ( Read more... )

I'm so over everything and everyone here in California. I miss my friends in Colorado, I miss just having a routine down, I miss everything. I wish I wasn't so damn emotional sometimes because thats when I make these irrational decisions. I couldve stayed out there and made things work out for myself, instead I let someone get the best of me, and ( Read more... )

I really miss being drunk 4 out of 7 days of the week, its ironic how worst things have happened to me now that I'm "getting my life together", than when I was just a reckless drunk. Fuck you irony!

I love catching up with old friends. My friend Justin is moving back from Portland this week, and I'm really excited to see him! I missed that kid so damn much, it's kind of like all my friends are getting back together. The old crew hahah.

Hell yes! I love my new job! No more stupid retail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I got a job finally, which means I will not be moving back to Colorado, which is good because I don't think I am ready to see or be around Trevor just yet. I know things would've ended up bad again, I kinda have a grasp on my life right now, and I feel as if I'm more in control of situations, but I know that seeing him would bring all those ( Read more... )