yah i like to complain.

bitch bitch bitch

i feel like letting it all out and telling you everything that i've been holding in.
maybe if you see me cry you'll know how much i really do care.

but i guess i'm a coward just like you.

two steps forward, three steps back.

so i am wasting my time, aren't i?

i want to hurt you in any way possible so you can understand how i feel.

everything is my favorite.

i know that i exude confidence enough for 10 people, but there are times when my motto of self-love fails me.

no matter how many times a day i get complimented.
no matter how many boys want a chance to be with me.

i just want to hear you tell me how pretty i am.
or (God forbid) even beautiful.

but you've never said it. not even once.

I'm giving up my vices and going back to school.

let's see how long that holds up.

it's not so much revenge as it is self-sabotage.

after all, I'm the one who will suffer the consequences. I'm the one who will most likely end up hurt.

i think about this often

but i'm too chicken to run.

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