day two of cowboy walking.
i'm so ridiculous. sometimes i don't even believe in myself.

these are not my actions.
this is not my life.

but fuck, it's fun and i have the deepest sleep with the most vivid dreams afterwards.

i'm so tired all the time. but i don't know what i'm tired from.

so confuzzy.

time and time again i say it.

hopefully it will work this time and time will make me forget.

i waste my time.

this is terrible. why do i endure this ( Read more... )

i'm such a weakling.
i should have been thrown over a cliff at birth.

sometimes i feel like i should be bedridden.

i dont want revenge anymore.
aren't we even now?

i hurt, you hurt. so on and so forth.
this shit is too ridiculous for me.

week one of trying to go to every class ( Read more... )

i'm all for it.

it's killing me to be so free.