"Contrary to what the cynics say, distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough "

connecticut wins.

florida

pros: 

• my sister is back from hawaii for a year, so id be able to spend time with her
• my cna liscense will be valid, so i could hopefully get a job back within that area.
• the rest of my family is there (parents, siblings, nephews and extended family)
• my best friends
• id kind of have a social life

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so im already thinking ahead to my 21st birthday, which mind you isnt until february.

i dont even have any friends to throw a party wtih and the friends i do have dont like eachother.

im so fucking lame it kills me sometimes. 

connecticut: 5
me:  1

lonely, lonely, lonely.

its a almost 11pm on a friday night and im by myself watching ashley paige: bikini or bust.

my life stinks right now.

i have so much to give.

why cant i meet someone who can offer me just as much?

moving to connecticut on the 14th of july.

see ya bitches!

fucked over again.
i hate boys sometimes but i knew this was coming so its not as shocking as i thought it was.  it sucked because, i liked him a lot too.   good thing i had more boys lined up just in case this happened.