i never update anymore. but i'm not sure who to talk to anymore. i feel so empty lately. i have so much hate in my heart, and i want it to all just disappear. i feel like so many people just don't understand me.. which makes sense, because i sometimes i feel like i don't understand myself. so here's my problems ( Read more... )

so much has happened.. so many mistakes. i've been thinking about a certain someone a lot lately and i've decided that i miss them a lot. they mean a lot to me, and i was stupid for the things and decisions i made. he was a great friend and a meaningful and trusting companion ( Read more... )

i'm making a new journal.. i'm tired of this one.. if you want to new name, i'm me or send me an email or something. <3

DIRTY DIANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY ( Read more... )

so there's this certain someone that has been pretty down in the gutter lately. i've been flying high. it's amazing. my life right now couldn't be any more perfect ( Read more... )

i believe that not only my heart is broken into about 50 different pieces, i believe my mind is too. i just have to idea what to do with my life anymore. it feels so out of hand like i can't controll a thing that's going on ( Read more... )

so i've been extremely stressed out lately but today was pretty okay. i dropped my algebra 2 today. it's great. i didn't do it so that i could have an easy class. i did it because i passed my algebra 1 with a D and my mom signed a paper saying that she wanted me to go ahead. well that was stupid ( Read more... )

LLLLLLLL ( Read more... )

well so much happened today it was amazing ( Read more... )

"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been ( Read more... )