So pretty much over the past few months I've written about twenty or so entries, in their entirety. I look at them, read them through and then I delete them before I even post them. I'm not really sure why. I think "that's not really worth talking about" but what the hell it's a journal, why not just write it ( Read more... )

Erf. Summer's not over, and It's my sincere intent to continue it up until the very last moment. It's been a very weird few months...but good none the less. I've basically lived alone for the past three months which I feel in a way was just my mom's attempt to show me that I'm pretty fucking capable as a human being. hah Although I ( Read more... )

I need a change. This very second I need a change. I'll close my eyes and something very cataclysmic will happen and we'll all clap and be happy. I need to go do something that makes me happy. This is what I need this is what I'll get .

I really wish that I had listened when people said it goes by so fast. Whether for myself, or for the idea that eventually everyone would come back. It's weird. The group of people that went away, that broke my heart what feels like a really long time ago, only left four years ago. And as they come back this upcoming year, I'll be ( Read more... )

So. as far as days go. Today pretty much sucked it. a lot. If I never have another time equivalent to the suckiness that was August 3rd, 2005... I will die a happy old lady. Furthermore, I'll be optimistic, I have a party to go to later and a very lovely late night date so, maybe it'll get better...

I'm not going to say that the past few days have been 'difficult'. To be completely honest, I don't know what to call them. I feel as if no matter what it is that I'm trying to do... there is always some sort of a problem or situation attached that I always have to deal with. No matter what it is, school, relationships, work... ( Read more... )

Highlights

+ "Suck It"
+ Mad Dawg & Horse (Hoarse? Hasss?)
+ Cher
+ FABBBBBULOUS 40s
+ Excellent Highlighting/Belt Coordination via DINERS
+ Love Life for 2006! Whatwhat!
+ Starbucks
+ Suomo Wrestlers + Crotch Licking
+ SPEEEEEED BOATS
+ Ralph Kramden
+ Family Picnics
+ New Earrings
+ TODD + Being ( Read more... )

Another nightmare last night...I was walking out of somewhere, to get into my car and someone was standing there waiting for me, started to try to kill me with a baseball bat? and when I finally got the bat to hit him back, no matter how hard I swung, when he got hit, it was always a really light tap. Very, very weird. I called 911 in ( Read more... )

I had a very weird dream last night... the world was ending, something very weird was going on and I was freaking out. And those kind of dreams where you try to hide never end up working out, because for some reason you're always in the wrong spot. I was trying to hide behind clothes and trying to figure out what was going on and no one ( Read more... )

Sebastian just came to sit in his new favorite spot...but for some reason he is absoultely COVERED in dust. hah

Current Events

+ Lighthouses + Nude Beaches + Mark + Skirts = Oh man + David + Counterfit Tickets = Police Lineup! (and not even for him ( Read more... )