....im almost in tears.....i miss home so much.....cause here i am sittin in a sweater....thats it....all alone in my house....lookin out the window at the rain......listenin to steely dan.....(who reminds me of my uncle scotty who was a semi famous comic book artist who died not too long ago) and cookin hash browns.....im so content im crying..... ( Read more... )

these next few days are gonna be just the greatest.....first of all.....tommorrow the cheerleaders are gonna be selling hot dogs at the farmers market.....then i have to remember to hand out these sports slips.....which will be a miracle if i remember n-e thing.....lol....but n-e wayz....at the fair....4 of us have to wear farm animal costumes and ( Read more... )

..........need i say more?

ok....so.....as of now....im doin pretty good actually.....if you wanna know details on the whole b/f crisis read the replies for that journal.....lol....uh.....lets see.....i think i must be pmsing....lol...not that n-e of you really needed to know that....but you dou n-e wayz......lol....but i've been cravin pancakes and waffles and eggs and ( Read more... )

i dont really know what to say...hopefully all this stupid crap will end up in some great writing......almost always does.....but yeah....one of the basic moto's of my life is,"pain is a great muse"...and also everything happens for a reason.....so whatever happens...i will (hopefully) take it in stride....or if not....realize what its purpose was ( Read more... )

ok....i just got back from cheercamp to find that im getting gradually depressed...or like how i used to be rather.....which ive relized is not really a good thing......but oh well.....maybe im just being a naive stupid ass little kid......but then again maybe not....i am awefully wise to my years....by a lot...i dont even know what im saying..... ( Read more... )

im so sick right now...you have no idea......i've thrown up 4 times in the past 30 minutes........i think im gonna die.....so to all of you......i love you dearly.......and uh.....yeah....ill update you on things later today to see if they are looking up.......but tommorrow i leave for cheer-camp.....so i better feel good by tommorrow.......

ok....so i just got back from wsu today......fun stuff.....met a lot of new people.......took swing dancing...was in two musicals.....um....took photography.......so on so forth.....lol....well yeah...no time....need to get ready to go to gonzaga......laterz

status report.......ok.....soooo.....tommorrow ive got an exhibit in the art gallery for both my photography and my modeling.....but all is pics.....no shows......lol...which is perfectly fine with me.....lol....omg......i am completely in love with photography.......if n-e one's interested in seein n-e.......just drop me a line......i HIGHLY ( Read more... )