pretty eyes, nice personality. . . maybe not my type. ehh.

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school was dumb and very unmotivating. same annoyances. u know. work was fun. ambers really laid back. i dunno why no one likes her. but it is quite fun-e how she thinks that she is an assisstant manager when sam directly said that she isn't. oh well. mike meade called me while i was in the shower. i call him back just now, we talked for a bout 5 ( Read more... )

i went to quiznos with john n chels to pick up chelseas pay check. i needed a job so i asked for an application, filled it out, and the coolest manager ever (sam) had an interview with me and hired me on the spot. it was nice. i want him ( Read more... )

so i've come to this conclusion that i dont like family gatherings. god, i seem so selfish. john and i had a talk... it was good/bad. im not sure still. i feel like an outkast all around. all i want to do is sit in either my house or someone elses. what happened to me being MRS SOCIAl? i mean i love being around people, but every place there is to ( Read more... )

it was nice to hang out with chelsea and i aimee. i love them ( Read more... )

so, my father is such an asshole. he tells me every week he'll get me a cell phone and never does. screw him.

i met this guy mike today. too bad he's 19. he's got such a great personality. and it makes him hot. oh well... i've come to the reality that im never gonna have another boyfriend ( Read more... )

okay, so yesterday guess i over reacted with the whole joey thing. i didn't give him and chance to explain and i just should have taken the joke lightly instead of so fukking personal. i apologized, cuz i realized him and i have too much of a past too just fukking hate eachother over something SO stupid. hopefully i get to see him before he REALLY ( Read more... )

I turned in my job applications today to pac sun and build-a-bear. and supposedly buld-a-bear is hiring and will prob hire me before pac sun. but i just really need either job right now ( Read more... )

my parents found out i smoke. i will never see the light of day again. bye.