NEW JOURNAL> acrackinthemold

add it. or dont, but i probably wont update here anymore.

shit. my room is freezzzing. i just went to mom's house and got a whole shit load of crafty stuff to keep me busy. not to mention i'm making mix cds for alot of people, so if you'd like one too let me know ( Read more... )

i am so, so goddamn lonely.

ughhhhhhh. so instead of doing my lab report DUE TODAY. i fucking fell asleep for the entire night. awsome. now i'm going to skip classes that i need to go to, to make up for it. awsome.

i cant concentrate. wtf should i do? besides take a xanax. cause i did that already.

ugh. i dont feel like i've even started going to school yet. i'm slacking. my grades are craptacular. i seriously, seriously, want to run away. i don't have anything for me here. except for my mom. <3 her alot.

gah

i'm confused about alot of things. big time stuff. sigh.

holy shit. take yesterdays shit back. i had the fucking best day of my life eveeeaarrrrrr yesterday. saw everyone i loved. got a little smashed. danced forever. i cried, laughed, and just had more fun than i will ever have in my life again. man oh man ( Read more... )

ughhhh. today will include, me going to a wedding dateless, my nose endlessly running (STILL), me taking a blue candy erica gave me, me going to a party and saying goodbye to someone who's actually going to start a life i will never experience, me being a whiney bitch for the rest of the day, unless i get drunk.

we'll see.

i have a migraine and i feel like puking. suck.