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I HATE THAT I CAN HEAR MY NEIGHBOR MASTURBATING.

     we finally got our etsy site up and running!  its bare bones now, but we have soooo much to add.  its addicting!  its so much fun to see our shop getting added to favorites or treasuries.  i added it to my own personal etsy and its so hard not to add everything into my favorites, haha.  obviously, i love everything we'll list seeing as it was ( Read more... )

     as long as i can remember ive had a fear of being a bother or a burden or interrupting or having my intentions for opening up to people misunderstood.  i usually excuse myself from simple offers of beverages or food because to me its more polite to only take whats needed when hungry or thirsty, rather than allowing the host to be hospitable.  ( Read more... )

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the lane next over is always faster
and you wait so long until youre so bothered
but right after you complete your merge
the lane you started in gets going
and while you wait for your luck to change
all you can think of is where you started

     part of me thinks in waves.  pushing sand from the depths of the deepest oceans up onto the shore and taking sun-baked sand back down to those same deep depths.  a cycle, without any concern for being vicious or not ( Read more... )

     i feel my entire scalp tense up and the skin on my whole back doubles in temperature.  my brain can process information logically.  but lately my emotions are going into hyperdrive. 
     im not usually this susceptible to the whims of irrational feelings when they arise.  im good at talking myself down from that proverbial ledge.  not this ( Read more... )

     i remember my last night i ever spent with doug. i knew i would never touch him again. i spent hours tracing his body. imprinting the roughness of his cuticles into my memory. remembering exactly the position of my hand as it rested against his forearm. touching his eyelids and following the bow of his lip with my fingertips. after all of ( Read more... )