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It's really funny, listening to this damn song.

"The blizzard, it came & went."

Yeah, it really WENT.

I BROKE THE BACK OF LOVE FOR YOU.
and i'm so tired of it. it's over.
i swear to God, you are over.

Fake, we're all fake. <3

Applefest yesterday. (; I bought mysself one of those kiddy bow & arrows I used to play with all the time, & my mommy some apple butter. Ran around there for awhile with TK & GS, then went back to Joei's till 10. Going to Meem's immediately floods you with memories, but we always make better ones.

If I could be strong like you were for me...

Won't you take and give her pain to me?
Cause my whole life I made mistakes.

Don't take her smile away from me,
She's broken & I'm far away.

You were born a part of me.

My thoughts break me,
Do you understand what you mean to me?
You are my faith.

WON'T YOU CURE MY TRADEGY?

Weekends! The best part of life. I can't stand school anymore. The only thing that get's me through it is remembering it's one less day till summer.

So, Friday. Brandyn came home with me, & we ran around for quite awhile. Talking, climbing trees, jumping on trampy & laying around in the leaves... Kevin & Rob showed up sometime later, & we all ( Read more... )

I like
where we are,
when we drive,
in your car.
I like
where we are,
here.

Cause our lips,
can touch.
and our cheeks,
can brush.
Our lips can touch
here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
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I've come to conclusion that I really can't write down my thoughts anymore.
There are too many to put down.

I can only talk to people. Communicating face to face, ear to ear.
It's the only thing that works. I feel concrete for once. Tangible things.

I'm learning how to let go.

And everything starts to fall apart
Covered in ink to HIDE THESE SCARS.

Alexa, come home.
I am a complete MESS!

I love you so much.
I miss you so much.

wow
for once in my life,
i completely & utterly
don't care.

Yeah my mom still treats me like a complete baby.
And I still feel like a pathetic litle white girl
And I still haven't figured out what to be for Halloween
and I'm not coming home tomorrow evening, even if she
won't pick me up.