AHAHAH. What keeps getting me through the school week is thinking of all the amazing times I keep having with Those Kids.

Like yesterday, at the game--Cat randomly yelled, "Where is Kevin?! I don't like it when I can't see him!" I died laughing ( Read more... )

sometimes i pause and just watch everyone around me
all my friends, the new people i've gotten close to
the way i've let them in & given them my trust so easily
& i start to fight with myself.

please don't be afraid of this.

it's kind of funny when i'm sitting around all of these people, listening to a song that may mean so much to me--and they have no clue. i glance around, wondering if anyone else may feel this. the churning of a stomach. the twisting of a heart.

they've cut down the trees to try to forget you.evenings spent in my room, face down into the pillow. ( Read more... )

I hope you're doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear
of living without you.And everything I have in this world ( Read more... )

Kevin trembles like mad ( Read more... )

Autumn is my absolute favorite time of the yearrr. Halloween is by far the best holiday. There is nothing cooler than being able to dress up as whatever you want, & get candy for it. I'm all squeemish because I'm so excited for it ( Read more... )

"...Erin, I approve of your beverage."

That's nice, Rob. Even if you didn't approve of my beverage, I wouldn't care. You would still have to buy it with actual money.

And I will pay you back with kindness & hugs. ♥

Hmm. I use youconstantly for my username in most of my accounts.

From the song by the Spill Canvas:

SO DONT GO WORRYING ABOUT ME
ITS NOT LIKE I THINK ABOUT YOU CONSTANTLY.
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect your
life anymore.

[i let you get the best of me
cause there is nothing else that i do well]

I ABHOR WHO I AM IN WAYS NO ONE WILL EVER ESTIMATE.

Those who are very close to me will try to justify it, but they will never be able to change my mind about my imperfections.

Sometimes when I meet people, I have to break them down.

I have to push through their walls & hold their heart in my hands before I can go on.

I could selfishly say I need to do this for myself; to give me a reason, but truthfully, I want to see them to their full extent & teach them that they are beautiful because too many fail to see that.