I explained to some friends that being in love was the most wonderful thing that could've ever happened to me. I also explained how it hurts when it's over and how it's scary sometimes. That being said, I wouldn't change a thing.

that being said, i think i'm finally ready to close that chapter.

I rush things when I get nervous. I always rushed through the goodbyes I knew would hurt the most, while you tried to make them last as long as they could. I see your logic now; after rushing through our last goodbye. I can't even remember your face. I just closed my eyes, slammed my lips against your cheek, fell into my car, and didn't look ( Read more... )

Florida was just wonderful. It was a really nice was to rest up and relax with five really really amazing girls <3 ( Read more... )

home is where the heart is, and i need mine.

I just want to let him know that he's still the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't know how to do that without messing things up even more.

just one song, and i'm back in love with you.

be still my heart.

really, though.

I think that I could become whatever someone wanted me to be, and be okay with that. As long as they promised me forever and meant it.

I have no idea when I became this person.

I have been very busy lately. Very tired. Very determined to get through it. My mom asked me how Seth was the other day. I said, "you know, I can't even remember the last time we talked." And that's okay, a little sad, but i've been busy and it's not like he's calling. I guess I got over this faster than I thought I would. I guess letting him ( Read more... )

i miss a lot of you.