No doubt in my mind that the coming week is going to be a tough one. Theres a lot to get done both in and out of MTC. When it comes down to it, MTC is my first priority. If that means writing the worst research paper ever. Then so be it.

You get out what you put in.

If you don't love her, then there's no use pretending. It just hurts more.

I found the student Bible that Dan and Tonya got the youth group before they left. I decided to see what the scripture was for our would-be anniversary. It was Isiah 54:1-2, 4-8. It's about a young widow. In the scripture it says "your Creator will be your husband ( Read more... )

When you love someone with all of your heart for four years and they decide to break up with you; the whole idea of dating anyone ever again becomes a nightmare full of doubt, fear, and confusion.

but i keep thinking about him.

What happened tonight was bigger than us. I'll never forget it. I couldn't ask for anything more. i love you.

take it from a girl who's always staring at her feet, brightly colored shoes make life more fun.

im going crazy.

this not a joke anymore.

I've got to start over, I've got to get clean and make a new start. Both spiritually and emotionally. Women were created to help men to do their work in God. Support and encouragement, you know? He obviously doesn't need my help. I am obviously intended for someone else ( Read more... )

I'm kind of just fumbling around, figuring out what I'm doing, what I'm supposed to be doing. Never in my life would I have imagined I would be feeling this way right now. Not that I'm complaining, it's not a bad feeling. Just a little confusing. A little exciting.