wtf. obsessing with reminiscing.

"because i built you a home in my heart with rotten wood & it decayed from the start"

a lyric that has been relevant my entire life.

& now that its not i wish it was.

because this home in my heart isnt rotten. well it wasnt at first. now its the people who live in it that are rotten.
my screen flashes & im paranoid.

can i just say that now that ive lit a cigarette & read what i just wrote...i feel silly. that was not a proper use of an elipses. elipsis.. (sp?) g. i love you. dont make me call you because i will. .

actually i wont because i lost your number.

anyways. his name is bentleigh. hes wonderful. i wnet on some owl website & learned that 2 spaces is not ( Read more... )

being drunk by 12 18 isnt that bad right? i can still type obvsly. im talking to kala :D i miss her hardcore. gordon i blame you! youre not keeping me in line anymore. kidding mostly.

mascara on my hands!!!! 6 band aids!!!!! new puppy yay :]

last night a classmate's last name was anderson & i said "one of my best friend's last names is &erson. ( Read more... )

es&ll reunite

colour me unhappy

colour me happy. 

my day started off pretty normal. i hoped i would make it to my final without my car breaking down or running out of gas.  i made it.  i found out theres an awesome store that sells forever 21 accessories ONLY. ill be hitting that up.  i headed over to my wax appointment only to realize after getting on the packed freeway that i was supposed to go ( Read more... )

no, lonni you do not work better under pressure. you simply procrastinate & are a lazy, pot-smoking fuck. yes, you wont be getting the desired grades this semester because ditchec yoga one too many times, put off your research paper & underestimated your psych project. & now you jus twant it all to be over. so suck it up & accept the consequences ( Read more... )

last week was matts graduation party. he graduated from chapman. good for him. it was a nice celebration. there were toasts & tears. david got to meet the simmers clan.
friday night we had coupons for hometown buffet so we went there & ate til we couldnt anymore. then we watched the promotion. it was kind of boring. but we had to wake up at 8 ( Read more... )