thanks alot jesus for failing me. now I have to go search for apartments this weekend instead of living on campus with security and a drug free environment. i almost cried when i realized that i won't be living with my taty next year :( ohhhhh MWAH!!! but it's ok cause now Lizz and I get to live on our own blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so tired at the ( Read more... )

so I am sitting in the new theater hallway using Greta's lap top so I can pester Arndt about the exam tomorrow. The Blue Room is overwhelmingly stressful and I told Kevin, my director, that I would not be able to make it to rehersal tuesday and wednesday. There was no possible way I could go on tuesday and I wasn't planning on going today but I got ( Read more... )

                                                
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peenie plasty

the days are progresivley getting worse as the weather gets better and the school year comes to an end i don't like to be depressed about anything in life but it's just something inside my head that won't escape no matter how sunny it is or how many pills I take or how many A's i get i wake up every morning dreading what is to come but I do it ( Read more... )

i am such an asshole. I called sarah over to me just to literally laugh at her face. i honestly could not control myself. i mean, comeeee onnnn people...it's so funny. alia freaked out. she grabbed onto my arm and tried to hold me back from walking into the cafateria cause she said I looked "sooooooooooo high Jenna, so high" but i went in despite ( Read more... )

i just bought two tickets to see the dresden dolls again :) and they are going to be at the paradise which is extremely cool and I am so excited!!! but thats all, I am going to go pass out now. bye.

close your eyes, you've got nothing to hide. Tall trees, thin hearts, brick feet. Nothing makes sense anymore. I want to sink my fingers into your highschool hip bones, bury my desires in your cargo pants and cement our love to the palm of your hand. Heavy and hollow, I don't care who you are. Are you flesh and bones, bred to kill, alive to linger ( Read more... )

i've been in the worst mood latley. last night at 4am i cried hysterically for no reason and started an argument with glenn, who was sleeping in tatys bed. I am extremely on edge and one wrong word will send me to tears. painkillers make it worse. friends make it better. sam came and left. another "episode". I told her to leave on saturday and she ( Read more... )

terribly homesick