You know, I was thinking that I'm the same person I was when I was 12. I'm growin' up and it's just like "whoa, i'm 16, i'm a junior in high school, I got 2 more years to go, then it's the real world" It's fuckin' crazy ass shit. I CAN DRIVE NOW. I thought that would never happen. I'm not a virgin, never thought that would happen either. My ( Read more... )

I was lookin back at my entries and god i'm dumb......and funny. Today was fun i didn't do too much of anything.

This summer i've done very dumb things and I regret it.

now i'm going to go do another dumb thing.

I remember that feeling when you're talking to someone about them, and it's just all about them, and all you have your mind on is them, and it's so perfect it feels like its more than a dream, like it's too perfect to dream. And it happens so perfectly, that you don't even remember falling asleep, and when you wake up, the sun is shining right ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU YOU FAT PEICE OF SHIT. YOU HAD A SMALL DICK ANYWAYS. YOU'RE GONNA BE SORRY, BECAUSE I'M GOING TO KICK YOUR FUCKING PATHETIC ASS. "CAN I HAVE A HUG?" FUCK NO YOU AIN'T GETTIN NO HUG YOU LARD ASS. I HATE YOU AND YOUR FAT CAT NAMED FRED. I HOPE IT DIES. YOU HAVE THE FATTEST ASS IN THE WHOLE WORLD, YOU COULD LAND A PLANE AND DOCK A BOAT ON ( Read more... )

I just want everything to be okay.
Yesterday was a better day than today.
Grandpa had a heart-a-tack.
Andy didn't meet me after school today, hope nothings wrong.
Tomarrow will be a better day.

God, Angels, please make things be okay for awhile.

Damnittt.......................Today was so very fucking special wasn't it? NO!. Today was good up until about 6th hour, and it was all downhill from there. Maybe Andy was right and we should break up. But maybe I just had a bad day and he just likes blowing me off and not calling me ( Read more... )

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT, DAMNIT TO HELL. Andy broke up with me today, in a fucking note of all things. Then, it gets better, he was going to leave for chicago after he gave me the note. And he was planning this since the beggining of the fucking day. I'm too mad right now.

I hate this. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. My relationship is falling apart and for the past week i've been crying myself to sleep. Kind of like that first time, eccept you were there, and you're not now. Ever since last friday, nothings been the same. All i've been doing lately is feeling sorry for myself and listening to depressing country ( Read more... )

10 Little Facts About You/Your Life:
10. I hate sprite and 7up
9. I had a bad day today
8. I cried the first time I went to the gynocologist
7. I go to CHS
6. My screen name is really stupid
5. I've seen every rugrats episode
4. Hockey is the only sport I like
3. I only have 30 minutes of BTW left
2. I like to sleep
1. I went to Orange County ( Read more... )

Warining; 10.0 on the gay scale ( Read more... )