So looks like i'm the only one left with a journal..............I could use this to my advantage.

i was reading past entries, and all i have to say is, what the fuck?

ahhhh yesssssss. i need more friends, that's what I realized today. But the Collinsville Historical Museum is very fun. I need a boy or something to keep my mind on.

Oh today was a snow day, it was nice. I was bored, i'm still bored. I have enough friends where i can count them on one hand. No one likes me. I am a bitch. I underappriciate people. I'm getting fat. I'm not going to have a date for prom. I am a shit stain on the blanket of earth. people would rather make love to a turtle rather than me. I smell ( Read more... )

Everyone's already talking about gay ass prom. (no offence my friends) It's in fucking april. Stop talking about it like it's tomarrow. It's not ( Read more... )

Fucking A, I am sick of this bullshit. fuck you mom, that's all I have to say about that.

ahh yes, yes. Lifes been fun since I wrote in here last. I'm always having fun, I like that about me. And I wouldn't mind if there wasn't more to life than 50 dollar paychecks, getting high and going on BRT's, or writing crappy screenplays. But there is more to life than that. I have so many things to look forward to. Europe, my birthday, going to ( Read more... )

Ah, yes this was the finale of the 3 part Andy Springer experience for Amanda Chadwick. I feel so reguvinated not being on edge all the time. Finally COMPLETE closure. Anyways, now i'm bored with my life again and it's back to the same boring routine. My life isn't completely boring, it is actually very random, and I enjoy it. I want high school to ( Read more... )

SO..........school sucks. But I got all As, Bs, and Cs on my report card, eccept for History which is a D. LAME. I'm not pissed off at the world right now, so this livejournal entry=gay.

So school sucks. Jason is going back out with his ex. My dad is a douche and won't buy me a car. Other than that, i'm okay, i guess. I just want to find a nice boy who fits my criteria. I'm such a bitch. This weekend was alright, but I hope next weekend is better. Jason can fuckin' suck it. What an ass. I regret ever talking to him while I was